Sacrifice~!~!

In order to gain something we often have to sacrifice some other things... Hw often have we been made to choose between what we want to do and what we need to do... most of the time we will do what we want but do we really need it? hmm most prob not... this behaviour greatly defies the logic of maslow but do we really care what we have learnt from books and do we really practise them in our daily activities?

Seriously i'm doubting if what i've been doing recently is really worth it.. been slacking too much and feeling "Nua"... i'm gettin sick and tired... the sore throat feeling is strong... i'm gonna have difficulties swollowing my food the next few days... i'm tired of thinking of what i want to do... tired of thinking of what i need to do.. tired of thinking what i should be doing.... tired of making things happen when i noe they wont happen... Tired is always a good excuse to be lazy...

Lazy is a hard habit to kick out and thou shall not be tempted to inherit it but it is good to be lazy sometimes issit not? The things i want seems so far fetched and unfufilled despite the sacrifices i made or have i not made enuff sacrifices? maybe its time to stop making things work and let things work for me...

Time to divert my sacrifices onto things that are worth sacrificing for... hmmm...

Enuff said thats all for now...